how to deal with people who hate you
Literally none of of you selfish mother fuckers no what I have going on in my life, what I have been through and the curse I have to live with everyday that literally kills me on the fucking inside everyday. Everyone thinks it's nothing or it's just one thing I'm so god damn upset about, it's so much more than that. I have so much weight on my shoulders and so much shit I'm dealing with and nobody Fucking understands. I literally live everyday in a constant hell. I never feel... all there and I always feel so fucking alone. I have lost who I actually am and you can ask anybody, I'm not the same person I was a few years back. I use to love going out and doing shit and having a great time, now I literally fucking hate being around other how to deal with people who hate you and being in public and half the time it makes me so god damn nervous. I can never open up to any of you fake ass mother fuckers because I have trust issues so fucking bad because of the Shit everybody has put me through and how many people have turned there backs on me. Everyone always wonders why I push them away and want to be alone all the fucking time, this is why. Tired of being treated like shit, degraded and being misunderstood.